New home!

Tomorrow we move into our new place! I am so excited! Eva can crawl all over the place and Harley can be inside too. Soon we will send for gracie too! Our family.will come together once.again.

Anxieties

Yup, I have them. I have anxiety about everything. And right now I'm having awful anxiety pains in my stomach. I can only wonder why.

Well its now 12:44 am and I have figured out why I felt so effin crazy.... I took 2 excedrines and they have caffeine and made me nutso! And now there is a storm on the way in and its all I can think about. Been checking the radar every 5 minutes. It's huge but about 30 miles away! I'm so tired now but so scared of the weather. Eva and I are alone in our camper.... Luckily its the closest to the cellar but its still creepy shit! Wish us luck... And safety.

Another day in paradise.

Ok I hate ok! This whole living with the family sux add! I mean it could be worse (times have been worse) but this is BS! I may aswell be invisible. And other than the sugar daddy johnny I'm a single parent. I have seen him only a handful of times all week. He is always disappearing on the property never asking to do anything for Eva. I'm surprised Eva even knows who the hell he is. Right now he is in his trailor napping. Didn't even tell me just disappeared so Wtf right? ..... On the flip side
But isn't Eva so darn cute?!