Its been a while....

Life has changed... It was super hectic there for a bit... it still can be at times... I believe we have to have these hard times to not only learn to deal with issues an become our stronger self but also to really appreciate the good times in our life.

Its now the middle of April... TIME is whizzing by! I love our apartment! I just finished Eva's room today... she can now play in there along with the living room and halfway!
Saw the dr. today! Monday I will start an Anti anxiety medicine (just temporary) and also birth Control to help me start ovulating so I can become pregnant again!!
On the relationship front... Its good somedays and bad others... we are looking into moving away from OK ...(this place is not for me!) maybe to Prescott, AZ? Its close to my brother and sister... and My dad my mve out there... who knows maybe Melissa too! The Grand Canyon is super close and Vegas too!

Well thats all for now... I gotta stay on top of this!

New home!

Tomorrow we move into our new place! I am so excited! Eva can crawl all over the place and Harley can be inside too. Soon we will send for gracie too! Our family.will come together once.again.

Anxieties

Yup, I have them. I have anxiety about everything. And right now I'm having awful anxiety pains in my stomach. I can only wonder why.

Well its now 12:44 am and I have figured out why I felt so effin crazy.... I took 2 excedrines and they have caffeine and made me nutso! And now there is a storm on the way in and its all I can think about. Been checking the radar every 5 minutes. It's huge but about 30 miles away! I'm so tired now but so scared of the weather. Eva and I are alone in our camper.... Luckily its the closest to the cellar but its still creepy shit! Wish us luck... And safety.

Another day in paradise.

Isn't Eva so darn cute?!